I think it wants me to come closer, NO SAUSAGE YOU ARE NOT COOKED YET!

In a relationship you want someone who doesn’t want to live without you, but can.
Someone that doesn’t depend on you, but is stronger with you.

Tomorrow night, I’m more than excited. I have not gotten intoxicated or drank for more than three months. I had a stein in Melbourne but that was it. It is going to be wonderful.
I’m going with my bestfriend and it is our “Naughty Night”, sexpo in the afternoon, VIP, and then home to pre drink and get dressed casually and then off to hot damn.

Super fucking excited. It cannot come fast enough.

I love this girl, http://nat-alien.tumblr.com/

I find it easier to tell people that the reason I failed four subjects last year was because I was lazy rather than the reason being I was trying to get the thoughts of killing myself out of my head.
Its easier to deal with the disappointed and aggravated looks and talks than the shocked and uncomfortable sympathies.

1st of march, I hope this is my month. 🐚 (Taken with instagram)

when I was 15-16yo I was walking down the main street of Forster which for those of you that know this area is a massive tourist area because of it’s beaches. It is a huge beach based area and people reguarly walk around the shops in swim wear/bikinis etc. I was walking around, after going for a swim, in my bikini with a dress that sat about 10cm below the bottom of my butt and was going to Gloria Jeans for a drink. It was summer and there were  so many people out in their swim wear, anyway, there were 3 middle aged men, who looked like they had kids my age of their own standing near Gloria Jeans. My Boyfriend and I were walking there and they were staring at me and making rude gestures and when Aaron looked at them they pretended to look up at the sky. When he turned around he could see them doing these rude gestures and staring at me still, so he turned around and asked what they were looking at. They went off their nuts, yelling at him and calling me a slut and telling me if I put some clothes on maybe they wouldn’t look and do that.
It made me feel so dirty and horrible and still does. It upsets me that me, 15/16, young and having a good day out at the beach was made to feel worthless, dirty and wrong for walking around in a dress with swimmers underneath by some 40yo men who would have children.
It still makes me upset to this day, which is silly, but it kind of makes me wary of how I dress now.
Its such a little thing and I can’t even imagine how anyone who has been treated worse can be so strong. If I could go back in time, I would walk straight up to them and tell them to get their heads straight and tell them they’re in the wrong. I don’t even know what I would do.
Needed to vent.

This will be on my wedding day, fuck being serious. It’s too difficult. All this “you have to be so passionately in love and cry on your wedding day” shit. Sure that would be nice and it works for some people, but I don’t want someone clinging onto me and to have to be with them 24/7 and not be able to have a few days without them and to make out with them and always want them.
I love my relationship with Aaron, and I love Aaron even more.Our relationship is funny, we have fights, we don’t hold hands every second of the day, we don’t make out 24/7 and we aren’t looking deep and lovingly into each others eyes all the time.
We laugh, have fun, act stupid, be disgusting together, we’re best friends, and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. He is amazing.

(via myhertsgard)

Cleaning whilst listening to ‘Mourning Tide’, wanting to cut my hair and getting TOO excited for 10am tomorrow when a friend and I go to an amazing Kings Cross op-shop to pick up some goodies. Wooooooo

I got an interview, I think it’s through a recruiting agency specifically for real estate. So that is wonderful! Hopefully I get the job, or they find me one. Money, the work life and a new apartment here I come.

My lil brothers a pimp with the turtles. (Taken with instagram)

Fuck, I have made so many text posts today, sorry. I am so tempted to get my labret re pierced and stretch it. Finding beautiful labret stones, ah man. I will wait another 6months to a year and we will see if I still want it.

Goddamnit, Aaron is allergic to cats, i personally am more of a dog person and my annoying neighbour comes over and brings her cat over and then comes into my room and fucking lets the cat run around even though I have told her that we’re allergic and we cant have cats in the room. and she is constantly bringing it over with her. GET THE HINT LADY

Tonight I am bleaching my roots and toning them. I think I might make a video of it. Yes or no?